You only have one life
To downward spiral into love
So turn your heart into a parachute
Spread your unicorn wings
Land softly
You only have one life
To downward spiral into love
So turn your heart into a parachute
Spread your unicorn wings
Land softly
On the steps
Of a decaying apartment
Building
In downtown Detroit,
A young boy
With a record player heart
Holds an old saxophone with his broken fingers.
He play stories of music,
The only tongue for his forgotten neighborhood.
He plays for the rusted tears of ghettos,
Garbage of urban schools.
Black children like him without a bicycle.
But with rotten playgrounds.
He plays soothing tunes
For the empty wallets
His poverty stricken mother who tries
To provide with the crumbled
Up dollar in her purse
Music gives his mother faith, keeps her bible alive.
He plays for the people who only
Gets to the see the sun during lunch breaks
And those who sit on bleak porches
Just to watch their inner most dreams drive pass them
He plays for his friend Devin,
A vulnerable drug dealer
From his parents broken bedroom
Their home is a spoiled refrigerator
They eat crumbs on their tiny kitchen table
He only has enough hope to make the wrong living
His father, born from the womb of prison
He hopes the wings
Sprouting from is music notes
Grow to be big enough
To carry all of his father’s favorite songs
To the wired nest of his
Holding cell.
He plays for the ashes of scorched dreams.
Lost bodies that pace on street corners.
His grandfather’s stomach filled with empty beer bottles.
The homeless who still dream on cardboard boxes
Boarded up churches,
Front lawns that look like waste fills,
Malnourish flowers,
The sun hardly shed its skin here
He plays for his crime infested neighborhoods without first aid kits.
Broken shell casing of black boys.
Concern parents. Every dead end.
The swollen eyes of TV screens crying sad news
On his streets they build graveyards from potholes.
Dogs bark unceasingly,
They are afraid for their lives
During an explosion
Of bloody Detroit
Gunshots,
His gold saxophone is shot
Three times.
Urban tunes
Pours
From his bruised eyes
He doesn’t write songs.
No one has ever taught him how to pick up a pencil
Or how to spell
But the next day he picked up a pencil
Begin sketching 100 little saxophones on notebook paper
Wrote: I Play For, the best way he could
As the header.
He cut them
Out with rusted scissors.
Walked around his neighborhood
And pass each one out as gifts.
When he returned home
He unburied his wounded saxophone
Played from his bedroom window
Hoping to heal his city.
I am a crumbled bookshelf
overcrowded with wounded diaries
AEP electric enrages me
they never stopped
littering
disconnection letters
the roller blinds
over my father’s eyes
can never stay up long enough
to capture the sunrise escaping his dreams
his spine is a decaying resurrection
his hands are chocking machine oil
his factory back works harder
than any celebrity
his arduous work ethic earns him cotton fields
when my mother’s face is swollen clouds
she explodes into lightening
I hear the thunder in her heart
vomiting nightmares
of her mother leaping off that
bridge
my mother is pregnant again
poverty will be waiting
with its caskets open
abortions are
mysterious blessings
only God can comprehend
My little brother
is a basement swallowing dumbbells
a dining room
bear hugging his favorite trophies
he is NFL degree ambition
after practice you can find him
buried inside his backpack
chewing away books
my 13 year old sister
is pencil marks
her father continues to erase
I carry these closets
filled with skeletons
and twisted hangers
my blood cells are no different
than my household
the broken table lamps
in our bones
I go to college
I am no
Goddess
I am the same child
that cried plasma from
my mother’s womb
the same child of
divorce courts
eviction notices
suicide letter
funerals
After weeks of intense editing and creative writing headaches, I finally finished my personification poem. This poem is about a Cop who empathizes with the mass incarceration of black males. I believe that to deescalate the mass funneling of black males into the criminal justice system, it is imperative that all states allocate more funds to the educational system. An excerpt of the poem is as follows:
Cradle to Prison
When I arrest Black boys
My eyes leak abandoned projects
I cringe when my handcuffs bit into their wrists
When I lower them into the casket
Of my police car
I grieve in my rearview mirror
As I pull away
Silence fills the car like snakes
On every skeleton street corner
A parade of blind folded black boys are dragged
Into pipelines of prisons